I can't help but to feel this way.
Date : Thursday, July 30, 2009
Time : 7:56 PM
Title : random.


lost. worlds apart. i love you. comfortable. sad. suicide. fake smile. disappointed. angry. assignments. friends. lady gaga. sleep. i miss you. dead. doom's day. chemistry. suck.
sister. birthday. silat. time. parents. green tea. maybe. sports. run. hide. getaway. peace.
sick. love. wonder. math. tears. late nights. moon. battlefield. sweet dreams.

should i should i not?
i've been thinking.
its not you but its me.





Date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Time : 9:00 PM
Title : the thing i need most.



something that i want but i can't seem get ,
TIME.
I need time.
sooo many activities yet sooo little time.
i guess my mum is right when she said that i'm a total noob in time management.
i agree with you about this mama, totally.

got to see my result slip just now.
and what more can i say?
totally am disappointed with myself.
never never have i got such results.
and now i promise to myself,
that i will study hard and start early for promo 2.
and hopefully be promoted to year two.


ziemaissofuckingweaknow.






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Date : Sunday, July 26, 2009
Time : 2:23 PM
Title : Someone once call me Miss Wondergirl.





Till now, this bad habit of mine just don't want to separate from me.
I can't help but to wonder.

1. wonder bout how the hell am i going to score 50% or more for all my subjects.
2. wonder if i can be promoted to year two.
3. wonder if i can join tsc next year
4. wonder how he looks like now.

wonder wonder wonder.

i wonder why he call me Miss Wondergirl.



Date : Thursday, July 23, 2009
Time : 10:57 PM
Title : sigh.


T2 = Tiring Thursday.
Every school day is tiring for me but its even more tiring for me on Thursday.
why? cos of the bloody lab session.
So today, when everyone was released at 1.3o cos of A Level Listening Comprehension,
09S5 was still stuck in school, inside the lab, doing the practical.
sucks eh?
i wonder why she can't just use the first session of chemistry to do the practical, why must wait till after school?
I really am starting to hate thursdays more and more, but i can't skip school on thursday anymore cos I don't wish to get such bad bad results for Promo 2.
so yeah, pulling up my socks high high. :D


Date : Monday, July 20, 2009
Time : 5:49 PM
Title : lady gaga




12 August 2009



I WANNA GO TO HER CONCERT !!!



but i got no one to go with
D:

Anybody wanna go with me?





Date : Saturday, July 18, 2009
Time : 9:55 PM
Title : motivation







Parents Teacher Meet
31 july 2009
=
Doom's Day.


I don't know what is going to happen to me after that day.
perhaps, hxc mugging.






Date : Friday, July 17, 2009
Time : 11:52 PM
Title : knnccb.



fucking pisseddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!
fuck you all.
and now all my pictures and documents are gone.
knnccb lahh.


Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time : 10:05 PM
Title : sorrow.





It is better to start a new after a slip and not a fall.



got my promo's results back and the results are really bad.its not that i expected such results but you can say so :( it is not that i didn't study for it but maybe it wasn't enough. sigh. the moment i got my results, the first person that came on my mind was my mum. i bet she's really disappointed with me. with such results, who wouldn't? even i am disappointed with myself. argh, i can't live with such marks. and now i'm thinking, if i should withdraw or not? god, i have to really think through about this :(


Date : Monday, July 13, 2009
Time : 10:48 PM
Title : hmm.



Danial,



I love you more than you think i do.
I'm sorry about yesterday,
really am.

ILY <3




Date : Friday, July 10, 2009
Time : 11:31 PM
Title : sigh.




mama, i need money .
cos my babi bank is totally out of it.
damn it.

okie dokie, so what did i do today? met up with susuriani today. yes, the last time i met was er.. last week? i think uh. so yeah, met her. well, initially the plan was to study but standard uh once we meet, we start talking/updating/laughing as if we have never met each other for one year already when actually we just met a week ago. ina couldn't join cos she had to go sengkang ( i think ), sian. but its okay, maybe next time lah hor. so yes, window-shopped today. and cb, there are a number of stuff that i want/wish to get. so many stuff but so little money. sian. so yeah, after a few hours of going round looking at stuff, decided to go home. bid goodbye, board the bus and home sweet home. so that is about it.

k, i'm done.


Date :
Time : 12:48 AM
Title : 4 year old boy.



( i wonder where he is looking...)

i've got nothing to blog about today.
Happy Birthday Little Brother, you irritating brat. ( k, joking )
sister love you as much she loves someone.

ben 10 <3

i can't wait for Sunday. haha~



Date : Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Time : 8:19 PM
Title : yada yada yada.


back from aunt's house, overnight at aunt's place cos i was so damn lazy to travel an hour back home alone from TAMPINES. yes, tampines. i had fun there, really. its been some time since we cousins had that kind of laughing session, even mama nani joined in the fun. cameroid was not making any problems so we played around with it, tried all kinds of effects, scenes and frames.
after which was youtube-ing, i swear i couldn't stop laughing seeing all the dumb videos, fcking funny. yeah, thats bout it.

to someone,
it was nice meeting you on both tuesday and wednesday. please bring your laptop everytime you meet me, can? cos i wanna see the movies you have. hees. and and and, it feels good to tell you whatever i've been longing to tell you all this while.
uoy evol yllear yllear i, lainaD. ( go figure :] )

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Date : Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Time : 1:26 AM
Title :


here you go sister, my wedding plan. :D


1. How old are you?
-- 16 going on 17, so 17 lahh.

2. Are you single?
-- nopenope.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
-- btwn 26-29

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
-- haha, why not?

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
-- er.. idk?

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
-- anybody who wants the job? but i prefer my dearest sister to be the bridesmaid and brother to be my bestman lah :D

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
-- BEACHbeachBEACH, i've always wanted a beach wedding. ( even if mama wants a traditional wedding! chey mcm betul je ~ )

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
-- maldives! ^^

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
-- idk.

10. Will that include your exes?
-- and why shouldn't i?

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
-- lucky number 13 :D

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
-- Evening : )

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
-- song ehk? anything upbeat will do.

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
-- Anything is fine with me.

15. Champagne or red wine?
-- fruit punch is nicer :p

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
-- Day after

17. Money or household items?
-- money? household items? both? idk, the dude decides. :)

18. How many kids would you like to have?
-- 1 boy 1 girl

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
-- yesYES.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
-- Anybody who reads my blog?


Date : Monday, July 06, 2009
Time : 10:21 PM
Title : LOL.



so, met kak emy today with lil sis. the plan was to head to the library/starbucks to study but the moment she took out her laptop, we stopped doing whatever we were doing and started to play with her webcam. those on top are some of the pictures which were taken in the library. lil sis didn't join cos of er... i don't know what reason. ( kental lah she, haha). so yeah, had fun playing with the webcam. then then then, went back and head to east coast next to book a chalet for this sunday, for lil bro's birthday partay. dinner-ed at ktm after that and home was next.
done here, have to do some revision now. ciao people. :)


Date : Sunday, July 05, 2009
Time : 11:43 PM
Title : fun-ness.



saturday:

went to bugis, marina square and vivo city with bf on saturday, to find matt's birthday present.
finding presents for guys is not an easy job, seriously. ( i mean that is what i think uh. ) but i did managed to find something for him. ask him if you want to know what it is cos i'm not telling.
went to page one with the intention of finding the book which i have been looking for since er.. last week? yes, last week but couldn't find it. damn it. then then then went to candy empire next to get some candies. ( triple push pop? ) me and bf went our separate ways after that cos we both have our own bbq party to attend so yeah. after so long of not meeting, i finally got to meet my dearest bestfriend. god, i miss him. and guess what? he didn't even notice i was there untill i shouted kental to him. pfft. what kind of bestfriend are you dude? but its okay. so yes, slacked around, talk talk with ex-classmates, bbq-ed then bid goodbye to them. and that was how i spent my saturday.

sunday:

met my other family members at t1 to eat then headed to marina barrage next. the kids played at the water pool ( idk what they call it uh), the moms and the dads sit around and eat while the teenagers went to the flea market. yes, they got a flea market there at marina barrage. well, actually the moms joined in the fun, looking around at the stuffs they got there. i swear i can tell that my mum was scared when she sees me walking up to her cos i think she knows what i'm gonna ask from her. ( $$$$) so yes, bought myself a bag and a bangle there. fcuking cheap. i wanted to buy havaianas slippers but nahh.. shall buy them at the shop itself. dinner-ed at aunt's place. so yeah, and that was how i spent my sunday.

two days of fun-ness, but i want more.

k,bye.




Date : Friday, July 03, 2009
Time : 2:06 PM
Title : hmm.





I'm



, I just suck at such things.
but trust me,
you are always on my mind.
<3







Date :
Time : 12:09 AM
Title : i'm sorry.



i want to go to the beach,
maybe just sit there and enjoy the sea breeze?
yes, i want to go to the beach.
but not sure when can i go
cos i still got one more paper to go.
:-(
i don't feel good
and please don't ask me why cos
i don't fucking know why i'm feeling this way.
:-S
no school for me later
but i got gym session with the other pesilats,
strength training programme.
should i go or should i not go?
babi no.2 not going, not fun.
but babi no.1 maybe going.
i feel so lazy now.
oh yes.
to you, thank you for everything.




Date : Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Time : 11:37 PM
Title : i'm so dead.



screwed up my math paper just now.
super freaking hard,
the first question was already hard.
time was another thing,
we were only given 1 hr 3o mins.
how can we finish everything within that amount of time?
damn it.
i'm so dead.

and tomorrow is chemistry paper.
i'm not sure if i can do it, but will try.
better start flipping through my notes again.
k, bye.



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