Date : Thursday, April 30, 2009
Time : 2:49 PM
Title : not feeling well.

My head is spinning right round, right round.
and i swear i cannot tahan already liao.
again, i didn't attend school today.
and its fcuking THURSDAY.
supposed to be in school since i've missed so many lab sessions already.
damn, i bet ms jee must have thought that i skipped school today because of the lab session,
but NO! total coincidence. head was so friggin heavy in the morning and stomach was making problems. ( back to the same ol problem, sensitive stomach )
I want to be in school, seriously.
I've been given a chance to do A levels, so why not take it and use it, right?
yeah, so wake up!
and start mugging.
June is coming, in like erm..2 months, eh no.less than 2 months.
don't know if i can do it. ( but i think i can't )
mother mother, when is tuition gonna start? i desperately need tuition to help me.
i've been failing in all the tests and i hate it.
i'm trying to improve but i simply can't cos my classmates got SUPER BIG BRAINS and they can absorb stuff faster than me. this sucks big time.
and and and.
i just realised something bout myself,
my mind goes blank whenever i get my test paper,even before i do it. dumb right? i know.
k, i'm done.

wanna get some rest or start mugging maybe,
idk.

p.s, i have a retarded boyfriend.

Date : Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Time : 10:23 PM
Title : wondergirl, they call me.

I'm tired, really tired but I can't sleep.
My mind just couldn't stop thinking/wondering bout some things which aren't really that important at this point of time.
Theses doubts I'm having, its killing me man and i'm not joking.
when can i ever shake this feeling off me?
i hope soon.
well, i don't know. my mind is blank again.
after a year and the feeling is extremely odd.

oh yeah, i screwed up my physics test on vectors. Like wtf!
omgzzz, tomorrow is wednesday and that means there is silat training.
sianzz, body breaking apart ready.
but i love my silat mates.
but i love someone more. :)
and i love my girlfriends also.
ok, super random.

Labels: love.

Date : Monday, April 27, 2009
Time : 9:16 PM
Title : nobody but you.

omg! i'm craving, craving for chocolate cupcakes.
anybody kind enough to buy me some? perhaps someone ehk.
so yeahh, this explains the picture.

today today today.
woke up early cos had to meet the other pesilats for physical training which starts 8.
but but but none of our beloved seniors came. like wtf kann. thankx ehk seniors.
only the PU-1 GIRLS came,boys tak boleh harap one. act as if they don't know, noobs.
okay, since none of them came and we were all so called geared up for the training, we ran bout three rounds at the track and we also did a 50 or 100m sprint? total noob-ness.
today is hell for me cos immediately after the pt was assembly then after assembly is pe!
and guess what? i had to run again. legs was making problems all the way, suay-ness.
but managed to pull through. yeah me! so yeah, after that was as per normal. mob then gp then blah blah blah. and finally home was next.

and yeah, thats bout it.
nothing much to say actually.
i'm too tired to think
and i have to study for my test tmrw.
sianzzz.

kBYE.
ily.

Labels: loves.

Date : Sunday, April 26, 2009
Time : 11:27 PM
Title : 26.04.09

didn't do much today.
met someone.
so yeah, taking it to the next level already.
hope it goes well, ehk?
nothing to blog already.
i'm so contradicting myself lah.
i got alot of thinsgs to blog about today but but but
i don't want to.
so YEAH.

tomorrow is gonna be a tiring one.
fitness + pe = dead

i'm outxx.

Labels: dann.

Date : Saturday, April 25, 2009
Time : 8:20 PM
Title : [ insert title ]

Labels: wonder.

Date :
Time : 12:32 AM
Title : leg pain.

well... to tell you guys the truth, i got nothing to blog about.
seriously, nothing.
school was as per normal except for the fact that i screwed up both my maths and mob test.
dumb you.
training was forever tiring especially with the pain i'm having now.
so yeah, nothing to blog about you see.

peace.

OH yeah, i found someone's blog. CHICKEN WING POWER!!!
hahahas.

any guys with such hair? cute stuff.

Date : Thursday, April 23, 2009
Time : 8:59 PM
Title : overslept lerr.

i'm addicted to such pictures, their hairstyle i mean.
i'm in love with it, totally.

let me share something with you guys, some info from a quiz i did.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i must say that most of the parts are true, not telling a lie here.
so yeahh.

ok, back to today.
didn't attend school today because of one very stupid reason i must say, overslept.
yerp, i overslept.
woke up around 11 plus plus i think. super late, right? i know.
was woken up by the vibration from my phone.
so didn't do much today, wanted to study but but but stomach was making problems.
so slept again, i feel like a pig today.
sleep and sleep but never study. wth ziema, you're in PU-1 not primary one.
wake up!
yes, i know i have to wake up and start doing my job as a student which is to mug and mug.
i think i'm dead cos i got no MC for today.
didn't go the doctor cos got medicine what at home.
MI MI, why so leceh must give MC all. haix
i think i need someone to give morning wake up calls, anyone up for the job?
hahas.
ok ok. i think i better stop now, stop blogging.
wanna go for my run.
omg, i just ate and i have to go run, 5km lagi. adui.

ok,byeBYE.

Labels: random-ness

Date : Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Time : 9:15 PM
Title : chop chop or no chop chop???

i'm in love with the hair, yes i am.
and no one can stop me from falling in love with it.
its just so super nice, to me lah that is.
so should i chop chop my hair or not chop chop my hair?
aiyoo..stress.
i would love to have the same hairstyle as her ( in the picture ) though.
but but but in order for me to achieve that, i have to keep my hair long.
omg, that's so not me! i don't keep long hair le, how?
i think should just let my hair grow...
well, at least my hair is growing okay shaz. :))

so school was normal.
normal normal school day but today abit siann cos shaz had to go for SYF,
but i'm not alone cos i still got q and sakinah. ( kaki gereks )
so yeah, after school was silat.
the new coaches came.
first impression : omfg, i'm so fucking scared. can i quit silat now? stress stress stress.
after trail session : well, they are not that bad afterall, approachable? hmm..i guess so.
one of the coach look damn familiar to me, not cos i've ever seen him in tv or what but donnoe..maybe on one of the weddings i go to.
ok, standard.
after training was dinner, at makan shiok.
the food is hmm..no comments.
trained back home alone as per usual.
psst..i'll mark you words hor,must send me back home next time. hahs.
so yeah and now i'm here blogging.
oh ya, i got silat homework..like wtf.
the homework is to run 5km per day from thursday to monday.
wow! i wonder what state i'll be in after monday.
zombie? normal? god knows.

okie dokies people, i'm outs.
the drug.

Labels: haircut.

Date :
Time : 12:25 AM
Title : malay pw can GAD.

i want my hair to be just like them, is it possible? hmm, i doubt so unless i keep my hair long then start to do experiments on it. yeahh, i'll do just that. well, i'm sorta into such emo haircuts but i'm not an EMO kiddo okayx! Just love their hairstyles, be it girls or boys one. super nice.
super random of me to say bout such things but who cares..its my blog anw.
okayzz.
school was erm..okay okay/suck-ish/boring/whatever you have in mind.
not much comments bout school cos its like the same ol thing everyday so yeahh. BORING!
my main intention to blog is to complain about the total-waste-of-my-time-subject project or commonly known as the malay project. yeah! damn you malay project, waste how many hours of my time to do it. i skipped a beat cos of this fcuking thing cos i thought i lose the bloody damn powerpoint slides and guess what? i really lose it so had no choice but to redo. see! waste of time right, ok no..this is my fault. should check. ok, i think i should stop complaining and start sleeping.

adios assholes.

nice meeting you by the way. :))

Labels: reconsider.

Date : Sunday, April 19, 2009
Time : 1:03 AM
Title : beach.

internet was making problems the last two days thus making it impossible for me to update my blog and also to go online. -_-
starhub, you suck!
didn't do much today, went to ecp with family.
basically what i did there was cycling. yerp, cycled from one end to one end like one noob.
after which, god sis came then talk talk with her. its been some time since we updated each other so yeah, UPDAte time. told her a lot of stuff, from a-z without leaving any parts behind.
slacked around and it was time to go home, it was nine i think when we left ecp.
what a long day i had.
surprisingly, i didn't had the mood to eat today. hmm.
notice something bout my post? its super random and boring.
my mind is blank, i can't think well.
it sucks.

i think i will end my post here.
gonna do a better post next time round, i hope.

i'm outx.

Labels: thinking.

Date : Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Time : 10:07 PM
Title : ulcer larh.

how i wish i could stretch like the person in the picture...
attended school today, yes i did.
thanks ms jee for not accepting my parent's letter, you think people can afford uh to visit the doctor every time you're sick? obviously not right. besides, i still have some medication at home.
so yeah, i feel so lost today, am not telling a lie here cos i really do feel lost today.
shaz and aini didn't come to school today cos both of them are down with fever, and that's the reason why i feel lost today. yerp! maybe i'm just so used to having them with me, but today i was alone. sob sob.
but but but school was as per normal.
pe was foever tiring, thanks cher for kicking my butt when its already painful. hmph!
maths was erm..idk. got not much to comment about today's lesson. lim bock seng emo sialzzz.
didn't know that teachers also can emo, haha! oh wait, they are also humans, right? so yeah.
attended the investiture thingy halfway during maths then then then
silat was next. training was ermm.. got nothing to comment about it.
had dinner and home next.
today abit more sian than other days cos everybody so emo, i mean most uh.
ok, done here.
my eyes are slowly closing now, i think i should hit the sack now.

oh ya! i got one bloody ulcer in my mouth, at the side of my mouth.
kill my appetite siahh. pfft!

your smile, the serial killer of my heart.
wo ai shang ni le !

Labels: a or k or e or none.

Date : Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Time : 9:09 PM
Title : bad student.

skipped school today, and i'm not proud of it. -_-
the reason why i didn't attend school is because i wanted to clear the oh-forever-piling-up homework. i know the reason is lame but what to do? no choice de. so yeah, managed to clear most of the overdue stuffs but there are still more to be cleared and its mathematics. god, when is this gonna be over mann? ya know, being lost everytime. argh! but but but on the lighter note, i'm kindda happy that i managed to do my chemistry stuffs EXCEPT for the assignment 3b. got stuck in the middle, kill my mood to continue so i stopped doing. hahas! ok, not funny. i seriously need to wake up, seriously wake up. if i continue to go at this rate, i'm sure i wouldn't be able to make it to the end. haixx. ok ziema, stop whinning and start mugging.
yeah, thats what i should do.

okay i'm done.
got no more to tell.
:))

oh ya, malay pw can go and die.
to translate all the words from english to malay is a burden.

Date : Saturday, April 11, 2009
Time : 9:51 PM
Title : siann lahh!

was supposed to have tuition today but didn't.
mom arranged for it on the wrong day. -_-
so, what did i do today?
rot all the way at home. siann super siann i tell you.

feeling so restless now.
too much sleep i guess? maybe/yes/no/i don't know.
i'm bored, super bored.
nothing to do except for doing the quiz at facebook.
hahs! they are addictive. no joke.

well, i think i should start on my malay project like soon.
or it'll just add up to my burden in MI.
dateline is getting nearer.
noob! -_-

Labels: misses.

Date :
Time : 12:18 PM
Title : " good " friday.

ola !

to start, yesterday wasn't actually a good day to go out. it was raining heavily like nobody business!
well, lucky thing my meeting was in an enclosed area, the mall. yeah, met up with my group mates to have a discussion on the total-waste-of-time malay project. to think that i could end my mt years after i stepped out my secondary school. pfft! so yeah, met them at city hall area since it was like in the middle thus making it convenient for the three of us. hanisah couldn't join us cos she had something on which is going to ecp with the silat mates and i'm jealous because of that. cos after reading hanisah's post about yesterday's outing, i regret for not following them. haix. its okay, perhaps next time. hmm. ok, back to the story. we were like done with the discussion within err 30 mins i think. hahs! yerpp, 3o mins. bumped into kak emy at mac, oh! i miss her like hell lahh, so long never call/text/chat. she told me she was sick, valid reason so you're being excused sista. so after the discussion thingy, we ( my group mates ) went our separate ways, yerp. well, to be exact only sakinah. q and me headed to east side next. q went home and i went to tampines to meet my momma. met her and my other family members and head to changi.
super siann i tell you, reached there and it was raining. like wtf. so initially the plan was to go fishing but but but because of the rain, plan was abandoned and since we were already super near to changi airport.. we went there. -_-. felt bored throughout the whole thing. so after that was dinner. otw to dinner place, something super duper embarrassing happened. wanna know? come find me and i'll tell you, MAYBE!
so yerp, reached home about 12 or 1 i think.

yeah, thats what basically happened on " good " friday.

i'm done.

adios !

Date : Thursday, April 09, 2009
Time : 9:55 PM
Title : thursday sucks big time, like seriously.

ola people.

of all the days in the week, i hate thursday most.
i mean eversince school officially started.
ask me why and i'll answer you this, " its because we end our classes late! double science ( 2 chemistry sessions of chemistry plus 1 session of physics, sucks? i know) and and and thats it."
to summarise, i hate thursdays because its like the most tiring day of the week.
super draggy i tell you, its much more worse than going for physical education or sitting for a malay lecture. hahs! not telling lies here.
well, lucky thing gp was not a drag. class was expecting for mrs meya to be absent but she came. pfft! but its okay, her lesson was the only one i enjoyed today cos had a good laugh about some issues. chemistry was forever boring to me, no joke. physics was ok i should say, thanks to mr-oh-so-lame-daniel-chong. ^^ so yeah. boring boring thursday. -_-.
tomorrow is good friday so a day off for us but it seems that i can't enjoy the day off cos i have to meet my group members to discuss about the malay project. waste my time. grr!
i want to go to ecp with the other pesilats, not discuss bout the bloody malay project.
haix.

ok done.

why are you acting this way? wonder wonder.
oh you, why didn't i see you today, the whole day? wonder wonder.
oh, i'm miss wondergirl so i love to wonder.

peace people.
xoxo

Labels: e or a?

Date : Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Time : 8:54 PM
Title : worried.

heyho.
so,
practically dragged myself to school today, yeah! i dragged myself to school.
i was super darn lazy to attend school today but i end up going cos got silat.
haha! yeah, i go to school because of silat.they rock my [insert anything]. hmm.
so yeah, school was rather mundane today. seriously, not joking.
i feel like a zombie today, eyes could barely open. -_-
pe was er..$#!@*^&. fitness level going down yaww and i hate it!
running 4 rounds was like a burden to us all, yeah seriously.
and maths, i don't understand a single shit and i'm not asking the teacher. baik pe ziema, yeah baik.
wait till i kena counsel to exit then start to regret.
hmm, talking bout counsel to exit thing.
heard bout some seniors who got a warning for this, scary siol.
suddenly the teacher can just call you and say that you're like ask to exit the school. omfg!
well, it will happen to me like soon if i don't start putting in effort in my studies. shiatx!
so okay, enough bout the noob stuffs, oh i mean the academic part.
silat! today's training was abit boring though, yeah.
learn how to what they call it, i don't know what they call it.
i hope i won't feel awkward after learning it, hopefully lah hor. * cross fingers*

well,i guess this is it lah.
have to hit the books.
homework, they are waiting to be touched.

adios.

oh yeah! before i forget.
he smiled two times. woohoo! i'mma happy kid. :)
* smiling from ear to ear *

Labels: oOo.

Date : Sunday, April 05, 2009
Time : 11:23 PM
Title : love.

heyhey.
well, first things first.
pardon me for being random here, i mean for this particular post.
so yeah, let me begin.

questions running wild on my mind.
- what is it like to be deprived of love?
- what is love in the first place?
- do u really need love from the opposite sex in the first place?

well, as you can see. the questions running on my mind are all related to one thing, love.
i've been pondering on this particular thing for quite some time and please don't ask me why cos i just don't have the answer to it like always. anytime, anytime the word love can just pop up on my freaking mind and i go all emo. yeah, i really do and again please don't ask me why. i'm not an emo kiddo thats for sure but i just love to be away from the crowd when i start to think about this. maybe just maybe, i'm just missing the care and concern, the security some people used to give me. yeah, thats it.

thats another thing.
a friend of mine.
i miss her, badly.

thats all i guess.
and again, sorry about the random-ness.

tc :))

Labels: crush.love.relationship.

Date : Saturday, April 04, 2009
Time : 11:47 PM
Title : [ insert title ]

so yeah, went out with shaz today.
initially the plan was to head to orchard road to find some school stuff
but but but
due to our lazy-ness, we alighted at city hall instead.
yeah, went to suntec city then to marina square but failed to buy anything cos one was being fickle-minded and the other just couldn't find anything nice. yeah, that's it.
after walking around like an idiot trying to find something to buy since someone complained that she seriously need to buy something and i don't why is she like that.
met en jia, azhari and en jia's friend at royal sporting house. ( not part of the plan to meet )
so yeah, met them then blah blah blah decided to go penin next.
yeah, azhari wanted to buy himself a new pair of soccer boots, so headed there blah blah blah.
and headed to town next.
separated from shaz at the platform and there i was alone, the only girl i meant.
walked around at far east plaza, still trying to find something to buy but effort was to no avail. :(
bumped onto jac and eve ( spelling check? ) and headed to forum next.
sat at mac while waiting for someone.
then then then.
headed back to isetan to wait for sha( again, spelling check?)
then home was next. crapped through out the journey home.
hahahs! yeahh.
and here i am blogging.

so yeah,
pardon me for the bad post.
brain not functioning well.
too tired i guess!


toodles!

Date : Friday, April 03, 2009
Time : 10:28 PM
Title : a crush.

well hello earthlings.
just reached bout ermm.. two hours ago i think, yeah i guess that's it.
well actually i was not supposed to attend school today cos i was given two days of MC
but but but
i eventually went to school, yeah ! stubborn me, right? i know.
i'm born to be stubborn so live with it, thank you.
someone was tricked by me yesterday. hahs. stupid guy.
well back to school stuff..
school was er okayy, like normal.
fridays? hmm..maths then MOB.
then silat was next.
i don't know why but i don't really like today's training.
boring? tiring?
don't have a word for it.
so yeah.
day ended with dinner then trained back home.

so yeahh, that's it for today.
adios.

what if i were to say that i like you? nahh.. its impossible i'm sure.

Date : Thursday, April 02, 2009
Time : 12:52 PM
Title : sick lahh.

i could have gone to school today but my head wasn't allowing me to.
it was spinning like nobody business early in the morning and my eyes can't barely open due to the cough syrup that i ate the previous night. and my throat, its killing me!
due to the flu and sore throat, my voice changes. i sound like a guy.
well, thats what Wei Yang said, oh ya, imy wei yang. so when can we meet?
he asked me to skip school today but i didn't want to cos it clearly means that i'm going to miss another lab session which also clearly means that i have a lot to do so that i could be on par with the others. constant reminders to take my medicine and to sleep early and also advised not to come to school today from one kuku from MI. well you two, you've got your wishes. i'm not in school today. stuck at home. super boring! cos i feel like sleeping every now and then but i can't possibly do that cos i have to do my always-piling-up-homework. so yeahh, will stop here.

tc people. :P

Date : Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Time : 11:14 PM
Title : april fool, stupid day.

had sparring session today. paired up with [ insert name ], fyi i don't how to spell her name so yeahh. well, she's the vice president of our cca. yeahh, it was nice to spar with her. as in to experience the real thing, not that the people who i've spar with before is useless or whatever negative but i think today is the best spar session cos i get to gain experience and learn things at the same time. i don't even actually know what i'm trying to say here but i'm here to say that today's spar session was the best, so intense. plus everybody had the chance to spar today, so fair game. :)

dinner was after training.
had dinner at Makan Shiok with the silat mates.
trained back home after that.