I can't help but to feel this way.
Date : Saturday, January 31, 2009
Time : 6:08 PM
Title : read the post, thank you.


so yeah, goodbye people.
not gonna blog for like the next three days or more.
will be out of town from sunday-tuesday.
so yeah, no missing missing ehkk. haha !
i doubt i'll be blogging on wednesday or the whole of next week cos i bet i'll be busy with the orientation thingy . so siann. -_-.
oh ma god, school is like gonna start in three weeks time, i think, for me and the other two.
so siann siakkz.
the others are starting in april but we are starting in feb. mak aii.
ok people.
gotta stop for now.
i'm still not done yet with my packing. haha !
its just three days but i'm consuming more time in paacking.
holiday smue cm gini uh, cuba ATC. brape minit da siapp.
haha ! i'm crapping here so don't mind .

ok, adios people.

just before i even leave, i think i'm starting to miss you already.
weirdo me.
well, three days. can tahan one lah.
its not as if i do texted you every minute so no difference lah actually.
eh wait, it does make a difference.
misses.

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Date : Friday, January 30, 2009
Time : 3:43 PM
Title : mixed feelings luhh.




so yeah, results of the jae admission thingy was out like early in the morning.
was busy working in my lalaland when they sent the message. hahs !
so yeah, was woken up by zikry's usual cries then his footsteps coming into the room to check on me. kecik kecik da kepo ehk boy.
then then then.
checked my phone and wow. many many miss calls and many many messages from friends, family and of course our guest of honour, MOE.
guess what, i got posted to Millenia Insitute under science. haha !
was kindda shocked to get posted to this school but kindda expected it in a way. er donnoe lah hor.
but the thing which really made me got er. stressed up i should say was that i have to report to the school on the second of feb, 7.30 a.m. adui !
stress banget seyy.
how am i supposed to report to the school when i'm not gonna be in s'pore in the first place?
so yeah, sis called the school and peng abit and they asked me to report to the school on 5th feb.
all alone, so siann.
but i was kindda elated when i got to know that shaz and aini are going to attend the same school as mua but but but upset at the same time cos the other two won't be joining us.
well, i'm happy for fizah tinggi cos she got the course that she wanted . so three cheers for ya babe.
and for missy dumbass. lets just hope for the best lah okayy. i'm sure you'll get one of the courses that you applied for. * cross fingers *
first was the release of the olevel results then it was this.
so yeah, finally i can like relax my figgin otak.
woohoo!
but but but the moment i get back from my short trip, i'll have to reset my mindset.
reset to the back-to-school-kind-of mindset lahh sials.
grr ! boring.
well, look on the bright side.
i'm still having my education so i'm proud of myself. hahas.
ok, i'm outs.
before i like start to spout nonsense and all.

adios people.

so when are u calling me again? i'm waiting.
like patiently i think.

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Date : Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Time : 10:46 PM
Title : hees.



hello. hello. hello.
so yeah, didn't work today due to some reasons.
was woken up by alarm clock. haha !
alarm clock seyy zima.
so yeah.. woke up, got ready then out of the house.
met matt and wiwi at the void deck opposite our old school.
pass some things then went off.
slacked at home, ate and gave some tuition to small sister.
then i think about err..3 or 4 plus.
met someone under my block.
haha ! so you did kept your promise huh.
so yeah.. met that someone then talk till i'm not sure of the time.
well, it took some time for somebody to tell me which photo did he actually took.
home was next.

nothing much happened today.

oh yeah, [ insert name ] finally called.
hees.
banyak punya ali baba ehk.

thanks alot.

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Date : Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Time : 9:30 PM
Title : wish.



hello hello.
i'm back.
well, three days of fun-ness with mua lovely family.
chalet= no sleep for me, so yeah. didn't really sleep for the three days.
cb ! can u guys just imagine how tired i am now?
but still wanna blog.
basically Mccafe was my bestfriend for the the two nights.
spent our nights at Mccafe during the two nights, not there only lahh.
we went somewhere else also, like the you know the wakeboarding place near to the hawker center. if donnoe then too bad.
so yeah, didn't do much except for lepak-ing with my sisters.
update each other , talk nonsense and blah blah blah.
matt was kind enough to talk to me during the night when i was farking bored.
thank you kuku for layan-ing me.
boredom kills u noe .
well, met someone new.
hahas.
nice meeting you, [ insert name ].
and yeah, i did wish that somebody was there so ya know, can meet up or something.
but its okay, some other time i guess.
so yeah, i think i'm done here.
tooo tired.

so yeah, its starting to grow.
deeper and deeper.
so when is the next call? i wonder.




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Date : Sunday, January 25, 2009
Time : 2:40 PM
Title : happy kid.



see the pig ? i'm just like it.
i'mma a happy kid.
cos i just got a new phone. ^^
bubbye to the bloody no use always make problem one phone.
bought a new one yesterday, a cybershot phone. hees.
so yeah, phone bought whats next was on the list ehkk?
er. oh yeah.
new urban male shorts, i guess.
nothing much to post today.
oh.
not gonna blog for the next three days, i think.
got family chalet at ec.

toodles.


when can i meet you again ehk? i wonder.

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Date : Saturday, January 24, 2009
Time : 6:02 PM
Title : love lockdown.



so yeah. woke up early today.
jogging session with the dumbass.
didn't want to go in the first place but then again..gotta lose the fats. haha !
so yeah, met her at the gate or should i say traffic light to be exact.
" fiqah, tgk kanan. * wave * "
went into the stadium, put our stuff into the locker then start doing our stuff.
i think i'm gonna get muscle cramps 2mrw cos didn't do any stretching. hahs.
plug in and ran about 5-6 rounds. for the dumbass i think she ran 4 rounds. okay lah tu kan.
haha !
next was breakfast, at macdonalds.
haha ! adding fats into our body again.
ate, talk. standard stuff.
" sape ade mole kat telinga, eardrums besar !"
fiqah fiqah, you and your nonsense . -_-
then next was home.
so yeah, thats it i guess.
not going anywhere later i guess.
" ayah, mama. bile nk beli hp baru. buey tahan le. "
oh yeah, i think i wanna ask my mum to buy me new phone.
my phone minta ampun already.
so yeah, have to get one soooon.

i'm not pinning any hope but you made me do it.
well, i don't think you care huh mr self declare.


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Date : Friday, January 23, 2009
Time : 6:08 PM
Title : wonder.



holla.
been working for the past few days like mentioned in my previous post.
so yeah, like finally. friday have arrived.
thank god its friday.

you've changed eversince. you're not the usual you, thats how i feel. i feel that we're starting to drift apart from each other, and i hate it. whats got into you? that made me wonder. well, i guess that incident or whatever you may call it which happened earlier is to blame. i'm thankful for the love but i just can't bring myself to be with you, and please don't ask me why cos i bet you know. you know i hate to lose any of my friends, or maybe i'm just being paranoid. i don't wish to create an issue here. i just miss you and your company, thats all.

heyy, i think you just got my attention.

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Date : Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Time : 6:05 PM
Title : tired? very.


work work work.
i swear my body is aching like nobody business due to all this working thingy.
have to like wake up as early as four siahh.
buey tahan lahh.
but after doing some thinking...
at least i get something at the end of the day, $.
hees.
get money can buy stuff right, so yeah.
its better that i work than spent time at home just doing practically nothing.
laze around only, so boring. no money to spend somemore.
sheesh.. !
ok, enough complaining.

hmm. i so wanna get a num shorts. hah. got the party tank top, got the sandals and got the slipper. so i just need to buy the shorts to complete it. wait till i get the money then can talk lah hor.

to whoever is concern :
i swear i'm turned off by your words. come on lahh. we are growing up. like of cos we have to mix around and make new friends. grr ! for now, i guess i had enough of you. i'm just irritated by your words. for goodness sake, please let me move on for once. theres no reason or party to blame, its just me. i wish to move on. don't be the barrier in my love life anymore, can you? .
please, thank you.

why am i even blogging bout such things? idk. i just wanna let it out, i guess.

wah seyy.
was invited to jogging this saturday.
haha !
haixx. see how lah hor, if my mood okay then go lorr.
if not, sorry.
i'll just meet you guys when you guys are done with it. hees.
i don't want go jogging lah,
i want to go sentosa.
anybody kind enough to accompany me ?

oh yeah, should i or should not i chop chop my hair?
* wonder *

ok,i'm done here.
good day people.
peace.

i'm sure gonna turn insane with all the things which is happening.

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Date : Sunday, January 18, 2009
Time : 11:16 PM
Title : the trip to jb.



so yeah, i did say that i will update about today in my previous post.
see the picture on top, its part of the directory in a shopping mall in jb, Angsana.
not bad siahh. my fren owns a shop there. haha !
" shaz optical ".
was amused by it so took a picture of it just to show.
haha !
ok, i know i'm being lame by doing this but who cares.
so yeah, went to jb today.
with auntie while mua family went to marina.
thought of doing some shopping there but but but nothing caught my eye,
so didn't buy anything.
just bought some stuff which my momma kirim and chewing gum.
BORING.
home was next.
and so here i am blogging.

have to make my way to lalaland soon cos got work tomolo.
haix.

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Date :
Time : 1:29 AM
Title : hees.




hello hello.
well, today or should i say yesterday to be exact.
woke up late like usual, saturday mahh.
was watching teevee in the living room then mum asked to get ready.
went to jp then jurong west to eat.
i want new handphone lahh, haixx.
gonna get one on monday i guess. wee.
so yeah, went home after eating.
then reach home, got ready to meet sya next.
met her at marina square, our saturday spot.
so yeah, walked around for awhile then headed to new urban male.
to get myself new slippers, hah !
got num shirt olready then now the slippers when i actually have two num sandals. haha !
just need to buy the shorts then complete. hees.
after buying my my slippers, the dumbass was already complaining.
aching legs blah blah blah shits.
can't blame her lahh actually, dari kul 12 jalan non stop so yeah.
sat at macdonalds for like i don't know how long.
then changed our venue to starbucks.
macam budak bodo sakk.
so yeah, cam-whored there like idiots.
then some people came.
talk talk walk walk.
then it was time to go home.
sob sob.

that was it.
so yeah.
gonna update again bout today later.


nice meeting you btw. :)

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Date : Friday, January 16, 2009
Time : 9:19 PM
Title : working sucks.




had to work today.
grr ! last minute thing uhh.
supposed to be my off day or should i say week le, then must work. knn betuls.
aiyaa. mother's sake so don't mind de.
as long got $$$. haha. joking lerr.
so yeah, woke up early today to work.
as early as 4 in the morn.
dragged myself to the bathroom, cannot open my eyes siotx.
blame myself for sleeping late. haix.
what to do kan.
so yeah, go to work blah blah blah.
then 4 o'clock, time to go home. wee.
reached home, finish up the template thingy for the dumbass.
then met her at jp.
wahh..ystrdy meet her, today meet her then maybe tomolo meet her.
wah sey.. three straight days of meeting her can make me go crazy siol.
all the jokes and all. tak boleh tahan oo.
ate, talk, plan, walk around jp again.
then go home.
so now, here i am blogging about all the daily shittos.

oh my body is aching,
i'm outx.

you made me wonder.

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Date : Thursday, January 15, 2009
Time : 10:27 PM
Title : so typical.




hello hello.
my name's dibo. dibo dibo di.
haha ! ok lame.
the burden is off baybeh.
register for the jae thing already just now, so yeah..a load off my chest. :)
now all we have to do is to wait. and wait for the results.
i just hope that i can get the course. * cross fingers *
okay, back to today's story.
well, didn't do much today.
woke up late as usual cos no work mahh. hees.
woke up, took a bath and ate breakfast cum lunch.
watch some tv, laze around while waiting for lil sis.
then she come home, got ready blah blah blah.
went to jp blah blah blah then meet the dumbass.
as per usual, headed straight to starbucks.
found a spot, order our stuff then started doing what we always do when we are at starbucks.
what is it? talk lah of course. talk crap for awhile plus serious business.
oh yeah, changed my drink today. no more caffe latte already, now is mango passion fruit.
mmm..sedap. nk lagi.
ok, stop it.
after awhile, got bored so jalan2 around jp.
wanted to buy a bag but ended up buying slippers at mphosis. :)
inside joke for the day:
jom gy mekka ( don't know how to spell, sorry )
nanti lempar batu dpt slipper.
haha ! stupid siah.
so yeah. then met bestfriend outside the shop,
to pass my birthday present.
got an adidas bag from him, actually not him only lahh. from my three macho boys.
thanks u guys, love ya.
and to fiqah : ori lerr. da check, ade tag. wahahah.
well, i guess that is it for today.

will stop here.
have some things to do now.
adios.


Date : Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Time : 11:50 PM
Title : choose course? lagi stress.


to think that olevel was hard, it is lahh.
but there is something which is harder.
choosing the courses of course.
god damn, i feel like giving up.
seeing all the cut off points just dampened my mood each time i open up the jae booklet to check out on the courses.
well, blame me for not studying hard for my olevel and ended up getting a pathetic 20.
20? yes, i am elligible for tons of courses but reality check.
i doubt i can get into any of them.
haixx.
for now, it all comes down to my luck.
i depend on my luck to get into the courses that i want.
well, gonna register for it later.
so lets just hope for the best.
* cross fingers *

fallout boy concert this 10 feb.
$98 for free standing tickets.
i want to go but have to work to earn the $$$$.
lazy lerr.
gonna ask momma if she can sponsor me, confirm cannot.
hahs.

i miss you huh?

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Date : Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Time : 1:36 PM
Title : stuck.


somebody help me.
l1r4 = 20
COP for most of the courses are like below 2o.
how? how ? how?
should i just try my luck.?
like mr ngien said.. " u just hope that not many people would want to join the course, so u have high chance of entering it. ".
god, idk what to do.
should i try applyling for MI?
but idk hws the subject combination, i did go to their website.
but didn't understand a hoot of whats inside it.
its okay shaz, we are in the same boat.
so far three courses in mind;
Leisure and Resort Management
Aviation Management and Services
Maritime Engineering
but the chances of me getting into theses courses = nil i think.
cop for the courses are like 14,10 and 17.
should i try applying for design courses? err. i dun tink so. my art sucks.
argh !! sombody please. help me.
anybody who understands whats going on at MI, please tell me.
thank you.

well, better stop blogging for now.
have to start with research.
toodles people.

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Date :
Time : 12:17 AM
Title : happy? sad? yada yada yada.


having mixed feelings right now.
happy? sad? angry ?
well, yeah..got my results, did okay i guess.
happy enough to get this kind of results but angry at the same time.
if i were to be more serious with my studies in the beginning, i would have scored better.
but then again, i did my best.
god knows how much i struggled during the two years.
both physical and mental breakdown.
well, for now..
i'm happy with my results but theres still more to be done.
gotta fight real hard to get into the course that i long wished for.

oh yeah.
congratulations to all the other olvel mates .
and to some,
its not the end of the world.

lets just get up and work even more harder in future.

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Date : Sunday, January 11, 2009
Time : 10:21 PM
Title : stress lahh.


tomorrow's the day.
there is no way i can turn back time, i'll just have to face it.
god, i'm so so so stressed up.
what would be the outcome? argh !
current mood/feelings : restless, nervous like fcuk.
well, thats it for today's post.

butterflies in my stomach.

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Date :
Time : 12:51 AM
Title : classic lerr.


hello. hello. hello.
well, woke up early today.
as early as 9.
kindda weird lah for me..saturday? wake up at 9.? weird sangat.
so yeah, did a few things untill people in da house started shouting.
" what time is it already, don't u wanna get ready ? " ( in malay )
it was already 12.30. the promise was to meet the others at prima deli at 1.
so yeah, got ready and out of home.
on the way there, aini called and said that our cca's item was over.
sob sob. so met the others and tcs for awhile.
went off at 4, headed to marina square next.
at that time, i swear both our stomachs, fiqah and mine, were making noises.
so yeah, reached the place and quickly find a place to eat to feed the stomachs.
window-shopped for awhile after that then someone started to complain that her legs were in pain. haha.
like usual, our last pit stop which is starbucks. :))
and as per usual..bought myself a caffe latte grande.
talk,talk,talk and talk then stomach started to make noise again.
bought some food and continued with the talking.
two things happened while we there, thanks for the rose uh. haha. and the small paper.
nice try dudes :)

so yeah.
next was home.
and now i'm here blogging about it.

inside jokes:
namaku maimon bukan pokemon
daud bukan laut
and many more.

hope.hope.hope. macam nk give up pon ade. grr.

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Date : Friday, January 09, 2009
Time : 12:37 PM
Title : omfg. monday results? i'm dead.


new skin, new song and new tagboard.
was bored so changed everything, simple but who cares I like it. :)
insomnia by craig david, i totally love this song. just love everything about the song and don't ask me why cos idk.
well, lets get down to serious business for now.
Monday! results are coming out on Monday.
god, I'm super duper duper fcuking scared.
ya noe, the outcome and all. my expectations? i really hope i can get good grades and enter my desired polytechnic which is TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC. for the course, its either Leisure and Resort Management or Aviation Management and Services.
hmm. well, for now..lets hope for the best. * cross fingers *
hope i'll shed tears of joy instead of the opposite on Monday.

oh yeah, what should i do to my hair? spray it black.
hmm.most probably,i'll have to do that.
don't wish to be the last to get my results.


Date : Sunday, January 04, 2009
Time : 1:08 AM
Title : day out with the madgirl, haha!


nothing much happened today, went out with fiqah and to asif's birthday party.
well, met fiqah at arnd 3 plus plus...was supposed to meet her at 3 butt standard lah, late.
sorie uh fiqah. so yeah, we headed to town first. ate lunch and shopped at far east level one.
didn't managed to find anything which caught my eyes but fiqah did. not fair siah. so yeah, go and ask her what she bought yourself if you wanna know. :)) headed to marina square by bus next.
headed straight to starbucks. bought myself a caffe latte and chocolate cream chip for fiqah. ( lambat nya pasal da kena belanje). and yeah, plus a warm chocolate lava cake. yumyum. :)
so yeah, while digging in the cake and sipping the coffee, we talked. talk bout things which are not supposed to be said here. talked,laughed,took pictures and soon it was time to go off. we went our separate ways, fiqah's parent fetched her and i took the train to tampines, alone. boring giler siak. lucky got mp3, if not...die. so yeah, went to aunt's house. celebrate abit then go home.

so yeah.i guess thats bout it..

oh, did i make you angry or dissapointed?


Date : Thursday, January 01, 2009
Time : 4:12 AM
Title : byebye 2008 and hello 2009!


heylo earthlings.
first thing first.
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
bye bye to 2008 and hello to 2009.

well, a year just passed. 2008 is one good year for me. many things happened on this friggin year, alot of things. going through the last obstacle, the big examination, was the most challenging one for me this year. yerp, after those struggling, trying to fit everything in my brain within two years and now i''m finally done. literally lah that is. until after results are released then my mind can really relax. oh yeah, do anybody know when the results are coming out?? * wonder *.so yeah, thats the biggest challenge for me in 2008. friends? hmm. when it comes to talking about friendship, thats gonna take alot of time. haha! theres alot to talk about when we talk about this. well, what i can say is i''ve learned alot. so yeah, i guess for now lah that is, i know who my real friends are. you guys know who you are. i love you guys. thanks for being there for me when needed. :)

well, okay. before i go on and on .
i better stop here.
oh yeah, to someone...
i guess i can agree with you
that i''m lack of confidence when it comes talking bout guys.

and and and
BESTFRIEND !
i swear i miss you bodo.
so if u read this post, pls call me.
got alot of updating to do. hahas.

woahkay people. outx.

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