Date : Monday, May 25, 2009
Time : 7:46 PM
Title : define friendship.

so define friendship for me, cos up till now i don't think i know what's the meaning of true friendship. pathetic, yes i know.
for now, my definition of friendship is this :
someone who doesn't appreaciate his/her friends who is around him/her. someone who only comes looking for you when they need help in something and leaves you just like that. who comes back as and when they like it.
very negative huh? yes, it is. This is not really how i define friendship but then again, such characteristics do exist in my definition of friendship.
This are all based on experience, friends come and go.

My dear girl, i think you know who you are, I just want an answer from you and i want it now.
I want an honest answer and never ever tell lies cos we only want the truth from you.
Seriously, I don't think any of us wants this friendship to break apart but you are someway or somehow rather giving us signs that you wish for this to happen. I do want to let you know that by you doing such things, i think you what you did best to some of us, you did left an impact on us and hurt us. So my dear friend, my question to you is,
Is the friendship important to you?

so yeah, by reading my post, i think any idiot would know that i'm feeling rather low.
yes, i am and i don't wish to hide it. There are few things which are going on in my mind right now. studies, friendship etc. promo exams is just around the corner, oh wait, gp is this wednesday. like wtf, better switch my bloody damn brain to exam mode. how da hell am i gonna do well in gp when i've never did pass any of the gp essays that i've done so far in school. and and and, this saturday is gonna be the weigh-in day for the ivp. and i'm fcuking underweight. now how da hell am i suppposed to gain weight by friday and we're talking bout 2-3 kg.?

i'm doomed, thats all i can say.
god, please take away my life while i'm sleeping.
i've got nothing else to say.
both physically and mentally tired.

oh matt, thank you for not coming.

AND AGAIN, WHAT IS FRIENDSHIP?

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