Wonder

I am wondering,
about some things
which are not really that important
at this point of time.
Never been in such state,
but i dare not to swear.

A new friend made
and yes i find him undesirable
but that is all i can say.
You are sweet
and that for sure I can't deny.
Random messages i got from you,
Oh so sweet.

But something is bothering,
bothering me bad.
Something which is minor
yet i'm making it major.
For he shouldn't be the barrier between us
but i made him and
please don't ask me why.
I don't have the answer
nor do i want to find out.

But there is this question,
which has been lingering on my mind.
You said,
You like me,
You love me,
but do you really want to be with me?
This makes me wonder.
Don't make me wait too long,
cos i want the answer.