Date : Monday, March 30, 2009
Time : 8:39 PM
Title : so what now?

so what now?
stay on or transfer?
to what polytechnic?
is there even a place for me in any of the polytechnics?
i doubt so.
i'm lost, i'm truly fucking lost.
told mum about it, and all she could say was to take up extra classes.
but hey mum, do i even have time for that?
well, like my friend said, i can have time if i manage my time well.
am i aren't already doing so?
yes, i guess but no its not working.
that's what i'm aware of.
well, let's face it. i suck at this.
suck at managing my time and suck at erm anything that i do.
yeah, i suppose that's the reason why i'm not coping well.
when my friend is able to.
i suck, yes, i suck.
yes, i'm looking down myself, for now that is.
cos i'm unable to make a wise decision which concerns my future,
my education.
yes, my education.
so what now?
so what should i do?
anybody? any solution?
well, someone did gave me some solutions but i just don't know if i should carry it out or not.
should i or should i not?
argh!
i'm lost.

took my certificate and testimonial. finally, i'm out of yuhua but then again upon receiving the stuffs, i started to miss the school. its funny though, one moment you're elated that you're out of the bloody school and the other moment you're just sad that you have to leave the school. well, maybe its because of the memories that you had there and all the friends that you made there.
well, talking bout friends and peers. MI has been great i guess so far, the people there are friendly as ever except for a few. you can feel the warmth there and i'm not lying, especially with the silat-ers. yeah, i like them, cool people. hahs! so yeahh, education part? well, read the top part of the post and you'll get it but if you don't then i've got nothing else to say.


i'm outs.

Labels: failing.