Date : Thursday, November 12, 2009
Time : 12:54 AM
Title : expectations?

Sometimes, i feel that, i don't know, i'm expecting too much from him? yes, i feel that way. but maybe its due to the fact that i'm used to getting such treatment but i'm not getting any similar from the current one. Indeed, he is different. but.. too much of a culture shock for me. Everytime i don't get the same treatment, i will always remind myself that he's different so i have to close one eye. but what kind of treatment do i actually want, actually expect from him? I'm always looking at his flaws . I know its bad but i can't help it. I'm so protective this time round. and it bugs me for this is not the usual me. I don't like to be controlled so i don't control others. but not him. I make big fuss over trivial matters when its him. why? i don't know. seriously. i don't know why i'm being so protective this time round.

Date : Thursday, November 05, 2009
Time : 10:15 AM
Title : i hate this.

Being sick sucks big time. Really.I hate to be sick, wait, who doesn't, right?( except for the times when you have draggy lessons on that particular day and mine used to be on thursdays ) Being sick left me with no choice but to stay in bed all day long and rest. BORING. but today, i need some air, fresh air. Going to the gym with Aini and Shaz later. :) I just hope my body will cooperate with me later.
k bye.

Date : Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Time : 2:17 PM
Title : dead blog comes alive.

So yes, its been some time since i last updated this thing here, my blog. Got nothing to blog about, i mean there's a lot to blog about but i don't know where to start. really. well, first thing first. guess what? I'm out of Mental Institute, k no, Millennia Institute i mean. Yes, results were bad, really bad, and i'm left with no choice but to leave. Honestly, i'm sad not because of the fact that i'm leaving my MI( for MI wasn't what i want ) but i'm sad because i have to leave a bunch of fun,loving friends. yerp. Wacky Girlfriends, silat mates, my classmates. them. but its ok, we'll keep in contact. thats for sure. so yeah, thats bout it, i guess. have to wait till next year for the JAE thingy.

question for you :

Between MDIS and poly, which should i choose?
kindly answer at my tagboard. :))

i can't wait to go for the trip this sunday,
four days of fun-ness, i hope.
but i'm gonna miss that bitch of mine.